Jamie Whitmore: From Cancer Survivor to Paralympic Champion
Jamie Whitmore was dominant in her Xterra, offroad triathlon's elite series. She won 37 races, 6 national titles and a world championship on her way to a position in the sport's hall of fame. After a pain in her leg wouldn't cease, she sought treatment, where doctors discovered spindle cell sarcoma, a form of cancer that attacked her sciatic nerve.
She was lucky to survive cancer and complications from surgery. But the battle had left her with extremely limited mobility in one leg and drop foot. Jamie turned her hand at cycling and became an 11 time world champion, and a paralympic champion.
She spoke to Bobby and Jens about her journey through sport, her battle against cancer, and what the changes she wants the UCI to implement in paracycling.
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It was one of those things
that just, like, lit a fire under me.
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:Okay, well, I gotta
I gotta learn to walk again.
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:Now. I gotta learn to ride a bike,
which was not easy.
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:Hello. And welcome back to the Odd Tandem.
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:Our guest today is a Hall of Fame
and world champion Xterra athlete.
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:And after a battle with cancer,
she is now a World
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:and Paralympic champion
on both the road and track.
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:as a C3 competitor.
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:Jens every once in a while
we have amazing guests, but the energy
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:and the competitiveness of our guests
today was exemplary.
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:What do you think?
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:You took the words right out of my mouth.
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:That was the two things.
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:I also noticed immediately
how much energy she is having and how open
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:and freely she talked about this life
threatening struggle that she had.
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:You know, in her experience
with fighting cancer,
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:how long it took her to come back,
to learn to walk again,
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:to learn to ride a bike again.
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:And now she's a Paralympic athlete.
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:It's a fantastic journey
and I'm so glad we could be part of it.
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:And she explained us the entire journey.
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:So sit back, relax and listen to our great
interview with Jamie Whitmore.
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:All right, Jamie Whitmore,
welcome to the odd tandem.
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:Oh, thanks for having me.
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:Well,
you know, you've been a little bit busy.
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:Can you actually tell us
where you've been or
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:where you just got back from?
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:Because it sounded pretty.
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:Pretty interesting.
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:I've been gone for six weeks.
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:I started in Mallorca for a training camp,
went over to Paris for the Paralympics.
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:Then it was off to Normandy
with my family, Engelberg and
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:then Zurich, Switzerland, for the World
Championships and then the white House.
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:That's what I want to hear about.
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:Tell me about the white House. Visit.
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:You know, this is my second time
going with team USA.
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:I missed I missed the year Tokyo
because we were racing.
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:They did a combined, summer, winter,
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:sports team, team USA thing.
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:So, I would say
it was a pretty epic experience.
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:It was a lot better than what
I remember from Rio
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:where we they came in
and you did an athlete summit.
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:I missed that day
because I was still racing in Zurich.
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:And then the next day we woke
up, went to the white House.
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:You get a nice, cool
tour of the white House
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:where you see different aspects of it
and hang out with your fellow Olympians
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:and Paralympians, and then they
they finally listen to these bleachers.
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:They bring out the president.
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:He had a pretty funny speech.
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:And then afterwards, I think he was just
going to shake a few people's hands,
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:and he ended up spending so much time
by taking selfies with us,
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:shaking our hands
and talking that it was pretty cool.
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:I got my my,
presidential selfie with him,
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:and I believe it's for every American.
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:A special honor
to go to the white House, right?
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:I mean, me from a Europe I'm not sure of.
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:Actually, our government
does it to invite, the Olympics,
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:or the Olympic,
athletes into the Bundestag.
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:But it's a pretty special
occasion, isn't it?
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:Yeah, it.
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:I feel like no matter what political party
you affiliate with or whatever,
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:that it's the greatest honor
to be able to go
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:and meet the sitting president
and just see the white House.
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:I mean, it's no Buckingham Palace or,
Versailles with all the gold and stuff,
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:but it's still one of those, like,
just pieces of our history.
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:And then again, how many people
get to take a selfie with the president?
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:Yeah, that's pretty cool.
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:I got to go to the 2004 Olympics,
and I must have missed
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:that whole trip to the white House thing,
but, yeah, I mean,
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:so you're just back from Zurich,
where you had you earn two, two medals,
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:a silver in the time trial
and a bronze in the road race.
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:Tell us about that experience.
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:This was the second time that we've
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:that pair of cycling has been integrated
with able bodied cycling.
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:We did Glasgow last year
which was the super world though.
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:So you had all these different disciplines
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:and we kind of felt
like we were the redheaded stepchild.
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:That they stuck us way in this corner
had nothing to do with with road
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:or anything.
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:And going to Zurich this year,
where the finish line
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:was the exact same finish line for
everyone, and then we just had different
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:starting points.
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:I feel that
the UCI did the best kind of coverage
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:and integration that I've seen since
I've been in this sport for 12 years,
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:and it was really cool
to be able to see the juniors,
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:which is kind of the future of of cycling,
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:along with all of the elites like Chloe
and Kristen Faulkner, like to be able
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:to just see them in passing
or their awards was right before ours.
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:That was just it's
just one of the cool things and solidifies
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:the growth of para cycling
and where we are like,
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:we're not a participation sport, we are.
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:We are just as competitive
as our able bodied counterparts.
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:We just have disabilities.
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:Before we actually go
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:further into
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:how do you get there about your history,
we got this little quick fire
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:question thing for questions,
and you have to pick one of em.
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:Okay? Okay.
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:TT or road race, road race,
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:TV night or night out
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:TV night.
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:Road cycling or track cycling.
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:Road or cycling.
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:Xterra or cycling.
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:Xterra.
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:That was a clear answer.
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:Well, we're going to get to that
a little bit later,
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:but can you just kind of clear up for
for our viewers and our listeners
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:the different categories of para cycling
and maybe
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:fill us in a little bit so that we know
exactly what we're talking about here?
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:Okay. Yeah.
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:So for para cycling
there are 13 men's categories and women's.
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:We have the trike category which has two.
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:And that's where you ride
this three wheeled up upright bike.
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:So it's kind of like a recumbent.
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:But but it's the height is like mine.
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:And then there's two wheels in the back.
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:Then you have the tandem.
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:And that is where the stoker
is visually impaired.
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:And then the pilot, can fully see, which
I hope because they're leading the train.
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:Then you have five hand cycle categories,
which is considered H.
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:It's the one through five,
the five being the more able
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:bodied nailers where they cycle like that.
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:And then the ones are your most disabled,
wheelchair athletes.
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:Like they're, they're you generally
they're always quads.
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:Then you have five of the C categories
which rides
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:we ride on normal bikes
just like you guys.
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:But we might have different adaptations
for missing a limb,
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:cerebral palsy or some sort of, like,
traumatic brain injury.
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:Someone might be missing hands,
but again, the number five.
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:So a C5 is your most able bodied.
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:So they probably are missing their hand
or an arm.
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:And then your C1 is your most disabled
and generally has multiple things.
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:So they might be missing
like an arm and a leg or
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:have some sort of paralysis in there,
but they can still ride an upright.
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:So I'm a C3.
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:I'm smack dab in the middle
where my left leg is impaired.
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:I have I have a left leg, but
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:it's so impaired
that it just puts me into that category.
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:I'm missing a glute and a hamstring,
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:so. And,
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:well, then I
guess the next logical question would be,
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:you were an extra athlete before
in the Hall of Fame,
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:and and now, how how do you get
how do we get here?
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:How was it to travel or the adventure to,
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:to get to this point here now,
how did it go?
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:What what happened
to, our viewers and listeners?
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:So I was competing for about eight years
as a professional
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:Xterra athlete, which is off road
triathlons and also a mountain biker.
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:I did do that, but I only made my way up
to like, fifth in the nation.
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:And, in 2007,
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:at our World Championships,
I noticed something was wrong with my leg.
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:And so over the next six months,
it was trying to figure out what was
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:causing me excruciating pain in my leg
because it it continued to get worse.
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:Turns out it was called
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:a spindle cell sarcoma,
which was growing out of my sciatic nerve.
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:Most people know sarcomas as osteosarcoma
comas, which are in your bone.
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:Well, mine was in my nerve, so it was
I mean, it was.
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:I can't even describe the pain.
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:If you were to ask me
on a scale of 1 to 10, it was a 20.
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:And when they removed the tumor,
they had to remove a section
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:of my sciatic nerve, which you need
your sciatic nerve to control your foot.
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:It's what makes your foot move
and your leg.
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:When they removed that I have had
a condition was called droplet,
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:which meant everything below
my knee was paralyzed.
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:I had no hamstring
and then then the tumor came back.
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:I had another surgery and they removed
my entire glute glute muscle.
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:So most most of my left leg doesn't work.
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:But I'm lucky
because my knee can still bend
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:and I still have like three quarters
of my quad functioning.
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:So I can I can in the pedal stroke.
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:If you think about your normal leg
where all your muscles engage,
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:if you're if you're pedaling correctly,
I only have part of my quad
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:on the left leg,
so it so it doesn't always engage.
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:So you'll if you watch me
I have this little waddle.
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:But when I learned of all of this,
I learned I would never run again.
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:Swimming. My foot just kind of drags.
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:So naturally gravitating towards cycling,
which I just have such a love for.
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:Mountain biking,
that that was where I began to excel
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:again and fine and found my second
career for the Paralympics.
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:And I mean, that's
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:got to be a hard transition,
going from an able
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:bodied athlete and then having something
like this happened.
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:How was that transition for you?
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:I think I think any any transition
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:where, yes, you were this full, full blown
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:healthy, just everything worked
fine kind of athlete.
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:Right at the highest level
that you could be.
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:I had ambitions to win like 50 world,
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:you know, 50 championship
races, more world championship races.
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:To have that cut short to have cancer
kind of dictate, no, you're never going to
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:do this kind of racing again
was in and of itself a very hard thing.
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:But I'm also a person that will look at
where's the positive, what can I still do?
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:So learning learning that there, there
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:could be the second possibility
to be a Paralympic athlete.
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:Great that others had paved the way
for people with disabilities that you
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:I could have a second chance.
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:Essentially, it was one of those things
that just like lit
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:a fire under me to, okay, well, I gotta
I gotta learn to walk again.
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:Now I got to learn to ride a bike,
which was not easy to, you know, you
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:I knew how I used to ride
and then now to ride.
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:It was, it was kind of frustrating,
but at the same time it was like freedom.
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:I am riding a bike.
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:I am doing this on my own.
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:When I had been so confined
to not being able to run anymore,
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:having to learn to walk with a walker
and then a cane, that there were these
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:freedoms
and type of independence that I got back.
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:When I ride a bike,
like I don't feel as disabled
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:when I ride a bike as I do
when I'm just everyday walking,
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:somewhere
in the middle of of all that happening,
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:you also became a mother of twin twin
boys, I believe.
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:How did that go?
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:Was it like, yeah, this is so awesome.
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:And like, it was some light at at the
at the tunnel or
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:it was, it was it
was it planned if I'm allowed to ask
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:or did it help you to transition and go,
hey, there's another purpose in my life.
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:I'm a mother now.
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:Well, so if you know the whole story of
of how things went down.
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:No, I was incredibly terrified to find out
I was pregnant.
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:It was not planned.
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:It was.
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:I was going in for a third surgery to have
my kidney moved to auto transplanted.
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:Yeah, because.
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:So here's the deal.
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:I lived through two, two cancer surgeries,
but then I got sepsis
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:after the second one
and I had a bone infection.
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:I had all these issues from complications
and was living with this drain
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:out of my kidney.
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:And and then it was finally time
to get that drain out
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:so I could ride a bike again. Right?
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:That was always my thing is,
I wanted to get back on a bike.
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:And right before that surgery,
I had one last hurrah because we knew
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:for some reason, every time I had
surgeries, I'd be like laid up for months.
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:And so it was this one last hurrah.
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:I go in for surgery
and it must have been, was it?
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:I think it was like two weeks
after that surgery,
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:I started feeling kind of awful,
but I didn't have a fever or anything.
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:And then.
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:And then two more weeks passed
and I still was just like, no energy.
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:It was hard to hold food down.
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:So the doctors began to worry
that maybe my kidney, something was wrong
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:with the location because it was in my
right pelvic area now.
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:So I went into an E.R.
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:expecting to hear, like, the worst.
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:Your cancer's
back. It's spread to your stomach.
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:Or, like, all these weird things or no,
your kidney can't be here.
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:We got to remove it again,
and the air comes in to me.
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:After I was there for, like, 13 hours.
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:And I was not kind at this point
because I was just frustrated with life.
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:And she says,
we know what's wrong with you.
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:And I looked at her like, what?
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:And she says, you're pregnant.
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:And I looked back at her and said, heart,
because it had completely escaped,
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:that I had had this one time hurrah
with my husband
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:and and she looks at me like,
do I really need to explain this to you?
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:And I said, no, you need
you need to test me again.
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:This can't be possible.
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:So they tested me again
and she says, no, you're still pregnant.
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:But then we realized, I had been
I had been
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:probably three days
pregnant during my surgery.
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:I had had x rays.
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:I was on medications,
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:so they had to go now test
to make sure it was a viable pregnancy.
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:And when they were doing the ultrasound,
I really didn't know what I wanted to hear
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:because I was just terrified
I hadn't even been a year cancer free.
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:I hadn't really adjusted
to being disabled at this point.
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:And now you're telling me, like,
I'm going to be a mom?
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:I just want to ride my bike again.
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:And so I go in
and they're doing an ultrasound, and and
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:I was all by myself because they wouldn't
let anybody else be in there.
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:And the guy looks at me and says,
oh, yeah, no, it's a viable pregnancy.
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:And by the way, you're having twins.
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:And I died like I died.
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:I was just like, that's it. I'm not.
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:I'm not trying to get on a bike anymore.
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:And and I'm a person of huge faith.
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:So I basically looked at God and said,
you know, you're really funny.
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:And now I've learned, that
when I, I'll get back on the bike
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:when he wants me to get back on the bike.
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:So then it was a series of like
being pregnant and having complications.
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:And then having twins
and not knowing what the heck I was doing.
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:So yeah,
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:that that
that's a lot to take in at at one time.
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:And you obviously passed that test,
but I've heard you say
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:cycling like you wanted to get back
on, on the bicycle.
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:So what what do you think drove
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:you to get back on, on the bike.
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:And then you had so many disciplines.
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:You've been a track,
a rider on the track, on the road.
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:You said that you love mountain biking.
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:You know, as an able bodied athlete,
I have the same feeling
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:like I want to ride my bike
when things are going a little sour.
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:Like I go out on a bike ride
and I feel a little bit better.
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:But.
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:Yeah.
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:What what was it for you
that just drove you to to cycling?
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:What?
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:I mean, my passion
has always been cycling and running
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:like I grew up
or through all of high school.
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:I was a collegiate runner, and I loved.
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:I loved the feel of the wind
and the smells of the outdoor
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:and especially, say, mountain
biking and trail running.
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:It's like you just the smell of pine and
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:and the dirt when the mist
and the dew happened in the morning.
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:I mean, those are all. And it's peaceful.
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:It's quiet
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:because I'm, I would usually be writing
or running so early in the morning.
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:And when running was taken away,
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:I didn't want to dwell
on what I couldn't do anymore.
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:So there was this drive
to what I'm going to ride again.
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:I also have to tell you
my my nerve doctor had said, well, maybe,
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:maybe you'll write a stationary bike
and and that wasn't good enough for me.
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:I didn't want to be confined
to some indoor bike unless I had to.
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:And so it was trying to prove that doctor
wrong of, oh, no, I'll show you.
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:I'm going to be a mountain biker again.
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:But there's just, there's
there's a feeling when you're on the road,
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:it's like you can just check out
and you can ride.
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:I mean, as long as it's safe,
I still have to watch for cars and stuff,
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:but when you're mountain biking,
it's also the sense of accomplishment
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:of clearing a roof garden
or coming off of a drop.
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:And that was always my measure of how
well I was doing
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:when I was a pro mountain biker was
did I clear this section?
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:Because that's that's
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:the oddity of mountain biking, is
you can ride the same thing five times
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:and one time you don't make it,
or one time
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:you do, and the other four times
you kind of fail that section.
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:And so there's this measure of success
that I was always driven by, and I just,
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:I just love it.
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:I love being outdoors.
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:And the fact of it took three years.
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:So from the day
I was diagnosed with cancer
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:until I finally rode again, it was
it was three years.
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:And I will tell you one thing.
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:When I raced as a pro, there were days
that it was sometimes hard.
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:Hard to train.
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:Like you're just like,
oh, I got to do that workout today.
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:And I dreaded it
the day that I started riding again
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:in 2011, I have I have never had a day
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:that I didn't want to be out on my bike,
even if I didn't like the workout.
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:It was one of those
what the great Bill Walton always said.
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:I get to ride my bike today, and
I've never forgotten that for 12 years.
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:Every day it's I get to ride my bike.
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:Today. So
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:yeah,
I had the honor to know Bill as well.
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:He's a he was a great, great, great guy.
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:I liked him, his wisdom,
how he was like easy with his life.
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:Happy
that I had the chance, to know him.
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:On the way back to,
the bike was your first bike.
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:A stationary bike, I suppose.
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:And then you went on one of them
tricycles.
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:And did it feel like a victory to you
when you finally got.
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:Okay, I'm back on a normal
two wheeled bike.
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:How was that feeling the first day
on back on that bike out there
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:in the on the road, in the wildness.
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:My actual first ride back
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:once I got, an AFO
which is an ankle foot orthotic.
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:It was something that would allow my foot
to to be able
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:to push down on the pedal
because it made my legs stiff enough.
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:When the first ride
I actually did was on the back of a tandem
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:with my ex-husband, and that,
and that was, oh my gosh.
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:I remember when he showed up from work
because I had to wait for him.
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:I had just gotten that afro
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:I put, like, if you knew me from Xterra,
I used to have these race braids.
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:I had race braids on.
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:I put my Michelin jersey
on, I was fully kitted up, had my helmet
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:and I was waiting.
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:So he bust out the tandem.
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:I got on the back and he said, you know,
we're just going to go out for like
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:20 minutes.
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:And I said,
oh no, we're riding for an hour.
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:And and we did.
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:We, I had it ridden for three years
and we went and rode for a full hour.
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:And it was the best way to explain
it was freedom.
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:I mean, it was I just didn't feel confined
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:and I had the feel of fresh air again.
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:And I was writing
and I had the hugest smile
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:and you couldn't wipe that smile off.
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:Two days later, I went on my very own solo
mountain bike ride,
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:and I had three friends
that came along and,
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:that was in and of itself an experience
I didn't fall over on downhills,
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:I fell over on uphills
because I was just so weak, and
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:I didn't have the ability to navigate over
certain technical things that I used to.
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:And so all of a sudden I just fall over,
and then I would be stuck in on my,
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:on my left side, and someone would have to
come over and snap my foot out,
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:and they'd run the bike up for me.
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:I drag my leg and then they'd
help me get back on, and I'd ride.
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:And I rode for like two hours that day,
and it was amazing.
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:And after that, there was no stopping me.
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:Like I, I had learned,
I learned that mountain biking,
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:I always have to be with someone because
if I do fall over, I can get stuck.
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:And so someone needs to be there
to just kind of help me unclip my leg.
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:But, I mean, I do solo rides all the time
on the road and I'm totally fine.
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:So it started with mountain biking
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:and then obviously progressed to the road
and then to track.
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:I mean,
those are three different disciplines.
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:Tell me a little bit about the transition
from one to the next.
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:And were you
do you prefer one over the other?
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:Actually,
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:I'd say so.
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:The transition to road was pretty easy,
right?
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:I like I, I loved that a lot because
I didn't need anyone to be with me.
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:The transition to track
was flippin terrifying.
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:And my coach, Neal Neal Henderson,
the first time I got on the track,
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:you have to understand,
was, was Carson, LA.
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:So if you've if you've never been there
to me it's one of the hardest tracks.
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:It's like it's like shaped like a hot dog
and it's like death defying leap
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:straight up.
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:And I showed up in 2000 and gosh,
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:was it 13 to nationals
and Neal Henderson was there.
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:And he kept saying, Jamie, you
you raced professional mountain biking.
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:This is nothing compared to that.
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:And I looked at him and said, mountain
bikes have brakes, there's no brakes.
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:And it's a fixed gear.
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:Like I don't know what I'm doing,
but I remember literally shaking.
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:But then I had made
I somehow miraculously like race
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:one, earned a spot onto the world team
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:going to 2014
and Andy Sparks had come in and come in
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:and taken over our program,
and he was fantastic.
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:Like, he really taught me how
to be confident on the track, what to do.
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:And I still,
I think on Carson would get nervous, but I
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:but I honestly tried to hone
in on those mountain bike skills
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:and I would always tell myself,
you race mountain bike, you can do this.
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:But as for which one do I like?
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:Each one has like this special uniqueness
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:about it, like racing a track is hard.
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:It's scary being in the in the gate
and not wanting to screw anything up
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:when you come out, but at the same time
being able to like, race as hard
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:as you can, as fast as you can for less
than a minute race or a four minute
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:race is so cool
and and it just feels neat.
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:Like just feeling that wind
when you're all tucked
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:into your aero position
with your our helmet.
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:I love that feeling. And then road racing.
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:I love because it's that combination
between playing chess and poker,
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:where you're trying to pretend
like you don't hurt
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:when you really do, trying to anticipate
what others are going to do.
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:And it's it's not always about
who the best racer is, it?
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:Who's the smartest racer? It's that day.
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:And then mountain biking.
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:I just love because it's challenging
every you can ride the same trail
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:five days in a row and something.
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:You'll find some new aspect of it.
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:So, you know, I would say true and true
though mountain biking is my favorite
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:because there's no cars.
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:Yep, I can totally agree to that.
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:No cost makes it a lot more relaxed.
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:Hey, maybe I go a little more specific.
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:For our viewers and listeners.
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:At the last Olympics in Paris, how
long was your racing distance on the road?
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:And how long is a typical race
for you on the track for you category?
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:Is it in minutes
or one mile or 3 or 4 or one kilometer?
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:How long is your racing?
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:So for my category, we're just under
four minutes in the three K pursuit.
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:And then the 500 is generally right around
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:40s for the road race.
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:This is where we kind of get gypped,
where I feel like UCI
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:doesn't understand what we're capable of.
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:Like just because we have disabilities
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:doesn't mean
we aren't capable of doing more.
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:And so it's only like a nine mile race.
460
:We, we we used to have a lot more 12 mile
time trials.
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:And now they've been cutting a short
and it's between 9 and 10.
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:But I will say in Paris
they did give us a nice technical one.
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:So that made it that made up for dogging
us in distances and then the road races.
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:This is again where it sucks.
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:I feel like there should be more.
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:It should be more about your fitness and
endurance when it comes to a road race.
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:And we should never have less
than a two hour to 2.5 hour race.
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:And I swear most of our races
are like an hour and a half.
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:They're 30 miles long, and to me,
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:that's not a true test of who
an endurance athlete is.
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:And they definitely should be technical
with Hills always.
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:So I'd say we
definitely got gypped there again, too.
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:And the same thing happened in Zurich.
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:I watched all the elites get to do this.
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:Awesome, awesome,
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:like uphill climb
and then this gnarly descent, which.
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:Hello, mountain biker
here. I would have loved that.
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:And then they put us on this out and back.
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:That just went o'clock, along the river
and was nine miles long.
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:So, yeah, our, our test can be anywhere
from 20 minutes to 30 minutes.
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:To give you perspective,
it's not very long.
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:So how can we change that?
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:How can
what would it take for me for the parallel
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:Paralympic athletes
to be happy with the distances?
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:Is it
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:it sounds like they're kind of dictating
what you do.
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:And you say that you can do more.
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:So what
what can the athletes do to change that?
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:Well, that's I think so I became a U.S
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:rep to try and find that out
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:more like, how do we start speaking,
being the voice of athletes and talking.
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:And we have a you
we have two UCI athlete reps.
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:But I feel like athlete reps don't.
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:It doesn't mean anything.
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:It's more of they tell you, yes,
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:you have this position
and you have a voice, but you don't.
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:I think it's
I don't know because when I sat in a room
498
:for the first time in Belgium at our World
Cup this year, we did an athlete meeting
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:and I heard more and more athletes
of all different disciplines complaining
500
:about the same thing of we want harder
courses, we want longer courses.
501
:And so we're trying to figure out
how to organize, like
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:essentially to have a union
and be able to speak up out to UCI.
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:But but I think UCI is like, well,
we already have all these disciplines.
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:So we just don't we just
I don't know, for lack of a better word.
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:We just don't care
or it's not going to happen
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:because their focus is elite.
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:And so I don't I don't know, it's
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:maybe it's
maybe people who have names like, well,
509
:names kind of speaking up
and helping to push this movement.
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:Or maybe it's requiring
that UCI have more athlete
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:people on their board,
you know, more former athletes
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:that will take the time
to listen to what we we would like.
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:And you would think you
514
:need to address that to the UCI
or the, to the Olympic Committee
515
:or to the IPC that
the International Paralympic Committee.
516
:I think it's a combination of both,
I think.
517
:I don't know,
I just think right now it's run by
518
:so many people that aren't, especially
when it comes to like Paralympics.
519
:It's being run by able bodied people
that don't understand.
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:They don't understand
what we're capable of.
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:It's the same with classification,
which is,
522
:I mean, dare I even say it,
that's a whole new bottle of worms
523
:that I'm not sure
we have time to even open up on here, but
524
:I know if you've had other Paralympic
athletes, like, you'll know,
525
:but there's there's just this issue
where you have a lot of able bodied people
526
:dictating what we do, and I mean, it's
even running our programs.
527
:It's a lot of able bodied people,
and they don't
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:they don't understand
what we're capable of.
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:And and I think on the flip side, it's
530
:hard for them to argue with others
about what we can do
531
:and can't do, because then they'll just
say, well, you don't know.
532
:You know what I mean?
533
:But I am starting to say, see,
other countries have more people
534
:with disabilities and former athletes
running their programs.
535
:And I think that that makes their program
more successful because they they know,
536
:like they know
what each category represents.
537
:So I,
538
:you know,
I think just we just keep speaking out.
539
:That's all you can do.
540
:But again,
541
:mountain biking
seems to be like a mega passion of yours.
542
:And there's no category for this
in the Paralympics.
543
:Do you think there's a pathway
for mountain
544
:biking to be included in the
in future games?
545
:I talked with a former competitor of mine
in a former mountain bike
546
:competitor of mine
who does work for the UCI,
547
:and she was like, oh yeah, I doubt
mountain biking will ever happen,
548
:but maybe, maybe gravel,
gravel racing might happen.
549
:I think the tricky part
about mountain biking is that if you're
550
:looking at all the disciplines,
two wheelers love single track and I.
551
:I am a two Wheeler.
I love my shingle track.
552
:I don't like,
you know, wide open gravel roads.
553
:I want all the technical aspects of that.
554
:But to put a three Wheeler
on a mountain bike,
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:they would need more gravel type racing.
556
:Like they can't be on the same
single track that a two Wheeler can.
557
:So I think it does pose complications of
if we just have everything open
558
:gravel, it's not fun for the two wheelers,
but if you only do
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:single track, then it's not accessible
to the three bowlers.
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:So we'd be dealing with those issues.
561
:So and I think UCI knows that.
562
:And so it's like, let's just stick to
if we're going to introduce
563
:something,
let's just do gravel. It'd be easier.
564
:And just to the
565
:point you mentioned before, we had,
566
:Sarah Storey at, the Paris
567
:Olympics saying, hey, look, you shorten
our, our races and that's not fair.
568
:And just like you said,
she felt like that passport or a woman's
569
:passport is a little bit,
Yeah, we think about it when we have time.
570
:It's, you know, a
there should be a little more attention
571
:or respect for that, that,
572
:athletes
like you just said they're able to do
573
:actually a little longer distances
than people might think.
574
:So, she was right there in what users
said.
575
:Yeah.
576
:And she and we've had extensive
talks as well about this.
577
:And it women I would say women in para.
578
:Yes, are even at more of a disadvantage.
579
:It's it's like
580
:it's like these organizations say
your sport needs to grow right.
581
:If you want more, but then they don't
give the room for the growth.
582
:And I'll give you an example.
583
:I started racing 12 years ago.
584
:My first Paralympics was Rio.
585
:We were allowed 70 women's cyclists
586
:in into all of the Paralympics
587
:there are 13 categories and we'll
we'll just say a few of them are combined.
588
:Again,
that's a whole more complicated process.
589
:But only allowing 70 athletes
in female athletes
590
:doesn't even cover ten per category.
591
:Now you have to look at there's four races
that they can do,
592
:two on the track, two on the road.
593
:Not everybody does all four events, right.
594
:Like a track rider can only do two events
and cycles can only do two.
595
:So two wheelers are the only ones
that are offered four events.
596
:But then hand cycles can kind of
do the relay.
597
:But the point being 70 women,
598
:do you want to know how much
they increased that for Tokyo and Paris?
599
:Ten women.
600
:So we were allowed 80 women athletes.
601
:That still doesn't cover ten per category.
602
:If you want the sport to grow,
you have to allow more women to compete.
603
:And so that's where it starts.
604
:Start letting more people start
letting the category, the courses
605
:be more difficult.
606
:Let the courses be longer.
607
:But it's like, listen to us,
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:don't just do your like,
you know how UCI is.
609
:They're all about their rules.
610
:They're all about their measurements.
611
:And then like you need to fit in this box
in para doesn't like
612
:let us have seats at the table
and start to like push for more.
613
:That's all I'm asking.
614
:If you got a hire more than fine,
charge us more to like
615
:to have like more entry fees or something
that will allow more participants.
616
:I don't know, I don't have the answer
617
:because I don't
I don't know what the holdup is.
618
:Right?
619
:Like,
why doesn't UCI want us to grow more?
620
:Why aren't they allowing us 150 athletes
and allowing 200 men athletes?
621
:I don't know when we don't know
these things.
622
:Yeah, just a quick comment
before Bobby asked the next question.
623
:Me, as a father of six,
I feel like with the school system
624
:here in Germany,
people running the school system, I'm 53.
625
:Yeah, at least 20 years older than me.
626
:They haven't seen a school
from the inside for 50 years,
627
:and they tell me how to school for my kid.
628
:Should be for what? Today? No. Right.
629
:And that's what you see.
630
:I also need to do have more young people,
more zealots and more para athletes.
631
:So they actually talk to the real source
of information
632
:to the people
that are within that problem.
633
:And then they can say, hello, I think this
and this, this is what we need.
634
:And then you see,
I can see, okay, this is possible.
635
:This is maybe, but this we cannot do.
636
:But at least right,
have better communications.
637
:Right. And that's how I feel
with our school system here as well.
638
:And I think I can feel your frustration.
639
:But Bobby,
back to you at your next question.
640
:Yeah.
641
:You know, one of my you know, we've done
642
:a prior podcast and, Meg Fisher
643
:referred to, able bodied athletes
644
:as people that have leg doping, right?
645
:Like they got two legs.
646
:I remember that it was one of my favorite
things that I've ever heard on a podcast.
647
:But when you're preparing
for a world Championship Olympics,
648
:what sort of like technical advances
649
:are you looking at compared to
to able bodied athletes, or is it pretty?
650
:I would say for me it's the
651
:same because I'm on a two wheel bike
right now.
652
:I have I do wear an AFO on my leg.
653
:If you've ever seen any pictures of it
that allows that that leg
654
:to be able to pedal now it's it's
so it's not super aerodynamic.
655
:So I'd say that's kind of the thing
656
:where I'm hindered versus
a person that doesn't need to wear one.
657
:So I, I try to create different ways
to cover that with like velo toes
658
:and have that go all along there.
659
:I'd say,
660
:I would say
all of the electronic shifting
661
:and things that we have now,
the disc brakes, those are all advances
662
:that probably have benefited para athletes
more than they've benefited able bodied
663
:athletes, because you look at someone
who maybe has like one digit, right?
664
:They've got this one finger
and that's all they have.
665
:Having accessibility
to disc brakes or splitter
666
:or electronic shifting
has now made it to where
667
:they're not at a disadvantage
to someone who has full hand grip.
668
:So, you know, but hand cycles and you have
to talk to someone in a hand cycle.
669
:But I do listen a lot.
670
:They've had huge advances in, say,
671
:wheel five running really tiny wheels.
672
:I think there like 20 fours in the back
versus 700 what they used to run.
673
:And also just the designs of their hand
cycles
674
:have changed over the years
and gotten better.
675
:And now I think what the in debate
is, will they allow now?
676
:Is UCI going to allow the kneeler category
going into next year, which is H5, or
677
:are they going to make everybody just run,
lay down bikes and be done with it?
678
:I mean, that's
what we're all kind of waiting to see
679
:if it's going to happen or not.
680
:And then trike riders
681
:would be the other one
that I think there needs to be something.
682
:That category is for people
who have like balance issues.
683
:I don't understand
why they're on such an upright
684
:bike instead of being on a three Wheeler
recumbent bike.
685
:You already mean.
686
:It just seems so much safer for them
to race something lower to the ground
687
:when they're the ones
with the most balance issues,
688
:so I don't know if that'll ever change.
689
:So when you
690
:talk about all these different categories
and special needs are on the equipment,
691
:disc brakes,
electronic shifting and training camps.
692
:How is the financial situation
of the US Federation for this?
693
:And do you have private sponsors?
694
:Does your husband help you?
695
:Family helps or,
how do you get along well with all that?
696
:Because, I mean,
697
:your bike is probably the least expensive
as the bikes we used to have. So.
698
:So how is all that working out for you?
699
:You. You're a member of a team
of a sports club or your privateer
700
:or, how is hosted,
organized in your life?
701
:So for me, coming from being a pro,
702
:right, I, I had relationship
with all my pro sponsors.
703
:And so moving into the Paralympic world,
I still had those ties.
704
:Jim Shell is a very good friend of mine.
705
:And he.
706
:And then Andy Sparks connected me with
707
:with what was 2016 back
then, Nicola Cranmer.
708
:And I've been working with their team.
709
:So I've, I'm a I'm very blessed in my path
to the Paralympics
710
:and having just all those connections
with my former sponsors.
711
:For those that don't,
712
:one of the main, so places you could go
713
:would be the Challenged
Athletes Foundation, which is just
714
:a fantastic organization
that helps anyone with disabilities.
715
:You don't even have to be pro,
716
:and they're going to help
you get the equipment that is needed,
717
:because hand cycle bikes are one off
and they are so much more money.
718
:I think of in a lot of like the, the,
the bikes that I can get my hands on.
719
:So I mean upwards of like $10,000
if they're going to get carbon
720
:hand cycle bikes.
721
:So they often rely on that.
722
:There are a few other teams
like team possibilities
723
:and a few others
that are like para based.
724
:I think Challenge Athletes Foundation
actually does have one of the only
725
:female hand cycle teams,
and so they get help there.
726
:Otherwise, no, you're on your own and
you're you're footing the bill yourself.
727
:You're applying for the
what little grants are out there.
728
:And then, my goal is to like,
never use my husband's,
729
:never use our family
income to pay for my stuff.
730
:It's it's finding those resources.
731
:I know my my brace company, my aso
732
:they they help with money on the side
that helps me get to races
733
:and pay for, like, plane,
plane tickets and things like that.
734
:But it's hard.
735
:Like, we don't we don't have anywhere
near the recognition or accessibility to
736
:to having help that say,
I used to have as a pro athlete.
737
:And that's where it's kind of sad.
738
:And I think every Paralympic year sponsor
Step up.
739
:Like I'll totally say Toyota was huge.
740
:Toyota helped sponsor or help donate
donated money to every Paralympic athlete
741
:that made the team,
and those are so crucial to helping us get
742
:what is needed to continue to further us,
to be the athlete that we can be,
743
:that we know we can be.
744
:And is it true that you're also a coach
yourself?
745
:I mean, you mentioned Neal Henderson.
746
:Everybody knows Neal Henderson.
747
:Are you actually a coach yourself as well?
748
:So I yes, I
749
:for a very long time I was coaching
triathletes and mountain bikers
750
:and I started to step away
to focus on parenting again
751
:and being or not parenting again,
but like focusing more on my kids. So.
752
:So then I've now gravitated
towards coaching kids.
753
:And right now it's a it's
100% volunteer basis.
754
:Like I have coached my kids cross-country
team for the last like four years.
755
:I coached soccer,
which I know very little about soccer,
756
:but it's I have such a passion
757
:for kids to be active that that, that
758
:I just want to see kids playing like kids
going out there and writing and I do.
759
:I take kids out and I go and I ride
and I just, I don't know,
760
:I need to get back into the world
of like making money coaching.
761
:But at the same time, I don't ever want
someone to not have access
762
:to being a better athlete
and learning what I can teach them if,
763
:but just because they don't
have the funding.
764
:So, you know, I'm
we'll see where I go next year
765
:and do your own children
766
:are they sporty in in any kind
they do soccer.
767
:Do you follow your cycling,
768
:your Xterra,
or do you just happy to be a couch potato?
769
:So, I would say
my twins have always been super active.
770
:My, they both have grown up snowboarding
but, Christian loves snowboarding.
771
:But and riders now gravitated a little bit
more towards just downhill skiing
772
:and but they do it for fun
and then running.
773
:So funny story about running
rider has always been
774
:like I gung ho rider running
and then Christian.
775
:I had to bribe.
776
:He hated running and I but
I didn't want to come pick one of them up.
777
:I was like, you're both doing sports.
778
:So they did that.
They wrestled for a little while.
779
:They did jiu jitsu for a few years,
and my son would always say, mom,
780
:Christian, this is Christian.
781
:Not everybody is as competitive as you.
782
:If I was like, oh, okay.
783
:Because I would always just be like,
you could, you could be so fast.
784
:And he just thought me tooth and nail
and now is a high schooler Christian.
785
:Like he's he's running like low
eight teens and, and actually went sub 17
786
:in a three mile race and,
and it's fun to see him
787
:like really starting to find his groove
in running.
788
:The kid who fought me on it and was like,
well, I'm just going to practice.
789
:I don't want to race.
790
:And then my other son, Ryder,
still loves running, but he's little.
791
:He's not even five foot yet.
792
:And he but he's a huge soccer player
and loves that.
793
:And then they both do ride.
794
:But Christian loves mountain
795
:biking and Ryder loves road riding,
but they don't want to race.
796
:They just like to ride with me.
797
:So I don't push that.
798
:It's like, okay.
799
:And then Ryder, I'm
trying to get into Nordic skiing
800
:because I think he'd be really good
cross-country skier.
801
:But, oh,
and he also loves track and field
802
:and is really,
really good at high jump and hurdles.
803
:Like I'm already
noticing very good technique.
804
:But at five foot
he's he's got to grow some more.
805
:So we'll see.
806
:I got to ask this question where did this
competitiveness in you come from.
807
:I you know, you can hear it in your voice.
808
:So like what where are the where's
the origin of that competitive spirit?
809
:I don't I don't know
except that my dad's side of the family,
810
:I remember growing up with them
and Christmas time and Thanksgiving
811
:and every holiday that we got together,
we played board games.
812
:Right?
813
:We're talking Pictionary, claim
to fame, Mexican dominoes.
814
:And it was like heated.
815
:We would be arguing.
816
:I had these twin uncles,
I had an aunt, and then my grandma.
817
:Grandpa. And then it was my sister
and myself and my dad.
818
:And so we would split into teams and
we tried to make them as even as possible.
819
:But there were arguments
and nobody liked losing.
820
:And there was just this competitiveness.
821
:I mean, my dad, when we would play,
822
:we would even play like,
let's just say thumb wars.
823
:My dad's hand is like three times
the size of mine.
824
:And he would just crush me all the time,
like just pin my thumb down
825
:and would never let me win anything,
whatever it was.
826
:So I don't know if he saw in me
this kid that was just super competitive,
827
:that he just fostered
that by like never letting me win or what.
828
:But as long as I've known myself,
there's always been this desire
829
:to be the best that I could be, and I,
830
:I, I measured myself to others to be
to, like, be better.
831
:Right.
832
:Does that make sense?
833
:Where it wasn't,
it wasn't like, detrimental to me were
834
:oh, I lost, I must suck.
835
:It was never like that.
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:It was.
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:Oh she was she was 10s better than me.
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:Where can I gain 10s.
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:And it was always analyzing a race.
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:Or where could I pick it up
if I just pick up
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:one two seconds per mile,
that'll get me closer to her.
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:So it was always this analytical thing.
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:And I think the hardest thing
about getting older as an athlete
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:is, you know, that
the gains are so small now.
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:I mean, I'm in my 40s and so I'm watching
these 20 year olds that are,
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:you know, 10s behind me and I'm going,
oh gosh, give her two years
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:and she's going to be in front of me,
I could she's got the room
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:to make these gains and I don't anymore.
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:Yeah.
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:So I don't know I love I love
being competitive but sometimes I got it.
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:I just got to tone it down because as my
son said, mom got everybody's competitive.
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:So with the competitive
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:spirit, where is your competitive future
with this?
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:How much longer
you want to be an active athlete?
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:Or at what point
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:you think, oh, maybe I'd be a full time
coach now or whatever full time mom?
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:Well, whatever your desire for
for the future and your plans for that,
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:you know, I tell people
I hang around as long as I'm relevant.
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:So I know, I know my days of being a world
champion aren't there?
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:But there's still that room where I can
I still make the podium?
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:Can I be that 50 year old
that still makes the podium,
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:that shows these younger gals like,
I've still got a little bit.
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:And I think as long as that's there,
I'll stick around as long as I can
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:mentor and I can be a veteran
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:and I also if everybody just keeps
retiring in my category than that,
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:you know, para's like that unique thing
where you actually have
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:to have a disability.
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:It's not like able bodied
where anybody can do it.
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:You have to have that type of disability
to fit into that category.
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:So it's it's harder
to keep the depth in our categories.
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:So so I kind of feel an obligation
to continue to be there
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:to validate,
you know, we've got 15 girls now racing
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:instead of like only five
because everybody quits or retires.
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:But yeah, I
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:mean, I definitely know
I'm, I'm over that hump.
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:I'd love to see if I could make it to 50
when I was, when I first started Xterra.
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:Ned Overend like he was one of the people
that really said, Jamie,
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:you have a future in Xterra.
You should do this.
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:And we became friends.
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:And I told myself back then, at the ripe
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:old age of like 27,
that I wanted to still be racing at 50.
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:So I for sure have two more years in me.
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:Well then that only is one more year
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:to go for the next,
Olympics in Los Angeles.
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:Isn't that right? Then it's.
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:Yeah. Then it's like, well, then.
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:Then LA 2028 is like right there.
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:Can I, can I last another quad?
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:I don't I don't know because it is mental.
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:It's not physically draining.
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:It's mentally draining
to keep playing the game.
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:The politics of the Olympics
and Paralympics.
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:So I told myself,
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:let's make a goal of two more years
and then we'll reassess in two more years.
895
:That that brings me back to a question
I wanted to ask earlier.
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:What is your like season?
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:What is your program look like?
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:Is it only surrounding the World
Championships and and Paralympic Games,
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:or is there more stuff, more little
stepping stones or goals
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:that that para athletes
have throughout the whole season?
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:We have the road, we do have a few World
Cups and then we have selection events.
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:So in a year
with a with a World Championships,
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:we might have six, 6 or 7 races.
904
:Now, people in my categories
can often do able bodied racing as well,
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:whereas our hand cycle counterparts
don't don't have as many
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:unless they go to Europe.
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:And then there's lots of what
we say, T1 events
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:where they can go and participate
in a lot of different events.
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:But me being a parent, it's that, see,
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:when I was a pro, I had zero kids,
so everything was about my career, right?
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:Like it was it was I, I ate, slept
in and trained, if that's all I did.
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:And now it's I'm juggling four kids
913
:like my my bonus daughter as we say.
914
:She she was so not athletic at all.
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:And then, you know, I think the desire
to like, connect with me.
916
:She started running and like,
she's tough as nails.
917
:Let me tell you.
918
:So she went from not running at all
919
:to going into high school
and running five kids.
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:And she listens to everything I say.
921
:And so
922
:I want to be there for them.
923
:So a lot of my stuff, like I can't
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:just go out and do road
racing every weekend like I used to.
925
:And so it I prioritize
making sure I'm there
926
:for their soccer games, their for their,
cross-country events.
927
:And then I go in, I train.
928
:So racing for me is so smaller,
929
:so much smaller than what it used to be.
930
:But I'm okay with that
because I'm also older and I feel like
931
:it would just wear me out if I was racing
every weekend like I used to.
932
:And just a very last thing,
933
:just to avoid confusion, was our listeners
and viewers.
934
:Please explain the term of bonus child
one more time.
935
:My bonus child.
936
:So I am remarried
and my husband has two children.
937
:So they're I have a stepson
and a stepdaughter,
938
:and I often call them my bonus children
because they're a pleasant addition
939
:to my twins.
940
:And I don't like referring to myself
as like that wicked stepmother. So.
941
:So I'm a bonus mom,
942
:and you've been a bonus guest.
943
:Jamie, thank you so much today
for coming on the odd tandem
944
:and wish you all the best moving forward.
945
:Can't wait to see what happens in 2028.
946
:If you're going to be an athlete
or a coach, you never know.
947
:Yeah, thank you for having me.
948
:It's been a pleasure.
949
:That's everything for this week.
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:Thanks a million to Jamie
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